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| 02:21am 02/12/2005 |
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wow its been a SUper long time since ive updated. make's you think i have a life huh? BUT I DONT! hahahahah , just too lazy i guess. well i found it necessary to update thi thingy since the year is almost gone! and i must say im happy too see it end. it was a way crappy year, but there's nothing but sunshine and lollypop's head, at least that's what im hoping for!...thing are looking alot better, if all thing's go as planned im getting my own place and my NEW Bettle!(yay), im planning on moving out on my own. witch is a bit scary,but very necessary for my sanity!...i needs utter and complete peace and to far..far... far away from family. Oh yeah i also have a new job,witch is kick ass by the way....well if dont get to update this journal by the end of this month i wish you all a great and happy NEW YEAR!..ill be back soon. |
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| 12:30am 14/05/2005 |
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mood:  crappy
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So theres thing called a realtionship that i thought we shared. were the hell im i in all this. why do i get such a raw deal? i know i should be happy but why? soon i will have to let you go. |
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| 10:11pm 28/03/2005 |
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mood:  devious
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| the vision of a new life.....is that possible |
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| 01:49am 27/02/2005 |
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mood:  nostalgic
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ive beem feeling iffy for a while now. so many F%$#@ changes has been making my head spin non stop! but the horizon is just a few steps ahead. and life must go on head strong. 2005 is truly the year of changes good or bad:/ |
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| 12:28am 19/01/2005 |
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mood:  full
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meh-am bored.................... im hardly online anymore.....bummers. sniffy sniffy yeah well enought biAching. byeeeee |
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| 10:50pm 06/01/2005 |
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mood:  cheerful
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my back hurts. |
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| 04:22pm 05/12/2004 |
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mood:  cold
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its cold and wet. i think i like it............hahhhahahahahahahahaahha |
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| 12:16am 22/11/2004 |
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mood: cold
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so cold i feel like a nice hot cup of tea ! |
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| aaawww OCTOBER!!!!! |
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| 02:05am 06/10/2004 |
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mood: chipper
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im in much better spirits than i was last time i posted. i guess it because it october!!!!!! i love these next coming months. i love fall ans winter when you go out side really early in the morning and you breath that cool crisp air. it fills your lungs and you feel all fresh in side. lookin forward to waking up then running back to bed because its to cold. yup i love this weather. and my fav! holiday is coming up hallowen. yay yay all rejoice!!!!! k bye |
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| 01:33am 27/09/2004 |
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mood: crushed
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Sometimes i think relationships are pointless. why do people even get together if there just gunna hurt and hurt you. im so tierd of this shit . |
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| so fucking hoottttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| 12:06am 02/09/2004 |
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mood: hot
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fucking dog poopoo!!!!!!! it so damb hot in my room. i feel like just sleeping bucknaked. nah it always frreaks me out when i do . im always thinking about what if there a fire or an earthqueake! and i have to run out naked in a panic hihihihi i know its pathetic.
yeah well life is just goin and going and as usual i feel like i cant catch up to it.
im totally not likeing my hair! i feel i need to do so much shit to it so it can look at least ok. i want i hair do that looks good anytime . i just want to be able to get up comb it fast and run out. well i guess ill just let grow out.i think i want bangs again not like i use to have like bettypage but up to my cheekbones. ill see on my next appointment what i do. thats another thing i need to find a new salon i always feel so intimadated when i go there so mean sometimes but i love how they cute hair. well that bout'it bye. |
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| 01:43am 30/08/2004 |
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mood:  annoyed
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have you ever had that feeling that something verry good is coming your way? well i do. its this sort of thing that has me exited. witch is good since these past couple of days have been so mundane. well well well someone wanted to know if i disliked them of course in true nature of a"lady" i said oh my no. hahaha i rather play the role that way they dont see or expect anything coming there way. i like the element of suprise.
but he will be dealt with in due time.
i dont know if ill ever get use to being the "girlfriend" of a guy in a band. i know some girls look for only that type of guys.. you call them groupies or how some like to be called "band-aids". whatever! i find it to be much work. aaaahh who knows if ill be ever fit the part. or does it even have to a part? blah blah im just rambling like usual . k aloha! |
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| 08:40pm 16/08/2004 |
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well i thought i would make an update for august. something have been happening for me but i guess there not that interesting. i have been buying books like crazy. man i really do have a bookaddiction. anywho i really wish thigs keep up thi way for a while at least.
ive to a couple of really good shows.like the last one i whent to at the peir was asssum! lol bye. |
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| 04:27am 26/07/2004 |
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| 03:56am 26/07/2004 |
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just got back from Sandiego a while ago. man im i beat!. well man theres been so much changes since i last posted. i lost a verry good friend in a car accident. i wast that close to her. but still friends and a good one at that! are hard to find. ill miss her but im content knowing she will be with me always. well that the main reasond why i traveld to san diego. and just let me say my boyfriend wasnt much help. we was like whatever about everything even when i was crying:(. well i guess he just doent know how to deal with loss. well who does anyway. in that note. i exit the scene. bye. |
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| 12:58pm 15/07/2004 |
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i didnt go to work today. man i feel so sick i thinks its the sea-food i eat yesterday. but i coulnt resist going i had the best company my guy!. well i just hope i feel better tomorrow. i need to go to work. lol......owell OHHoHHHohH Mr rogers just came on pbs. k bye |
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| 09:49pm 16/06/2004 |
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well just got back from a meeting. man it was so long. yeah so in bad news my doggie nelly is sort of sickie poorbaby. the vet said she will be fine in a couple days. so hope things shape up. |
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| 09:29pm 07/06/2004 |
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mood: content
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well things are going along verry well and i just hope things stay that way for a while at least. and let me see work has been going along goooood i just hope i got that atoher job i applyed for. and once again its happen ive payed way to much for my cd's grrrr i guess i should just start going to those little places in down town |
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| 04:59pm 22/05/2004 |
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mood:  anxious music: deftones-rx queen
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god im so fucking bored cant wait to go out later on and just let go for a while ya know? well i just got this lj. so i hope to update it as much as possible. yup yup. well i guess there nothing much more to jot down until tonight!!!!!!!!! k later buh-bye. |
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